URGENT PRAYER REQUEST..

URGENT PRAYER REQUEST ..

I have been having chest pain and it seems I have to have major heart surgery ..

The pain has become so unbearable that surgery will be sooner rather than later ..

Yes, major surgery is required to remove parts of the heart that have been broken and are no longer functional due to lack of blood supply.

Damaged now, the strain left a part of my heart atrophied and black with necrotic  tissue..

The aortic valve has been damaged due to recurring self induced bouts of anger, sadness and unbelief.  

It wasn't that long ago it's function was perfectly normal with no signs of sickness or grief ..

The chambers are now filled with tears instead of life sustaining blood which once coursed through my body with no signs of troubling turmoil.. 

The tears make their way down my cheeks now because veins and arteries have overflowed and had  nowhere else to go..

My heart quivers deep within my chest .. it's beats are irregular and  strives with difficulty to continue ..

It appears that due to continual outrage over ongoing unfairness, cruelty, and yes, even shame.. my once life sustaining heart needs more than CPR.

My heart aches for those  who have managed to forget how to love their neighbor .. Their fingers point to me and tell me I'm what is wrong for wanting what is fair to "the lest of these".

So I'll be asking my cardiologist to mend my broken heart .. take out the old broken parts and replace them or better yet, give me a brand new heart .. replace it with one who beats again for what is right and to "forgive those who do not understand and they know not what they do"..

Please send this prayer request onto to those who have unfollowed or unfriended me.. Let them know I will always love them and I'll be good as new as soon as I have my heart repaired 💔

Thank you and God Bless each of you and the United States of American 🇺🇸